Strait Times CATS, Jobstreet, JobsDB, StJobs, etc.. these sites might have been screamingly sore after how many times I have used them and raped its submit/apply button each day.
I am aware how difficult it is to look for jobs in Singapore yet it is much difficult than I thought of when I experienced it myself.
Everyday is a struggle.
Everyday is a test of personality. A test of how are you going to greet the people around you. People with different nationalities, cultures, and beliefs. A test of how will you deal with the nicest to the not so nice people. A test of how will you react when things you desire happen to somebody else except you. A test of how will you deal your life with humility and high hopes with conviction to pursue your big dreams.
Everyday is a test of attitude. A test on how will you respond to the situations of life you cannot control. A test on how will you perceive things when you cannot see what the future might bring. A test of how you are going to react while you wait, will you be patiently waiting or have been impatiently given up?
Everyday is a test of faith. A test of how much you have grown your measure of faith. A test of how long you're gonna stay firm standing securely. A test of how long can you put your trust and peace with the Lord.
Everyday, I put myself into effort to look for jobs despite the strict compliance of Singapore's Manpower system and very strong competition among foreign workers. Everyday, I feed my mind with positivity and possibilities of the success of every hardwork I do. Everyday, I put myself into deep faith that in God's best timing I will definitely have my own time for blossom.
My stay here in Singapore looking for work isn't just a struggle of looking for a better career but also a struggle of becoming a better person everyday. I am so happy that even I am still waiting for my job to come. I am so thankful that God has been always reminding me of how great He is and how great He can do in my life every single day. I am also grateful for the people around me that contributed to what I am becoming. Thanks to my parents and sisters, my cousins, my ♥, my friends, my financial mentors, and my God.
To God be the glory!